Up until now I was living my usual, boring life, having no future plans or any determination… This monday I was offered to go to Germany to work in an international organization for 6-9 months. The answer was obvious: YES. Noone in their right mind would have declined such an offer. But, as the project which I’m going to participate in was new and no start dates were established, I was thinking that it’d take at least 2 or 3 months to organize. Well, I was very wrong Soo… I’m supposed to be in Germany on the 15th of February .You cannot imagine the intensity of the chaos in my head. First of all, I never could have imagined that I’d receive such an offer. Secondly, I’ve never been abroad and I feel like being swept away … it’s not just one week or two, it’s a whole 6 months at least
I have no idea how I’ll get used to living without my daily “online activities”, anime, japanese, vectoring…
But I’m sure that these 6 months will pass very quickly and this experience will change a lot in my life.
I really don't understand how people can change so drastically. I know already that it happens and it happens really often, but it still is an unexplained mystery to me. I guess that's why I don't have friends, I just cant keep track of those multiple changes and most of them are just not acceptable for me. Now that's inconvenient for me
My work is bugging me soo much. I can't say that i hate it, but sometimes it really drives me nuts, specially my boss Recently, I had to make a choice between participating in Monbukagakusho [Japanese Scholarship] and my job. So i chose my job. I've been working there for 2 years and after talking with my boss and hearing all the stuff about career development and being an important part of the department I decided that on this stage of my life, it is important to develop... but what exactly is it that i'm gonna develop is unknown to me yet
blah, this whole thing sounds like a motivation letter = ))))
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Vector Related
I won't be submitting any vectors until I do a proper one in Illustrator. I'm trying to dedicate as much free time to it as i can . I really wanna make "true" vectors
***UPDATE*** 03.08.08
YAY, my first real vector is done ^____^ here it is
Farewell...
Disbelief
… it’s not just one week or two, it’s a whole 6 months at least 
People I’ll miss the most while being in Germany: 
Eager
. I really wanna make "true" vectors 
Yearning
